Lies, Lies, Lies, Yeah!

So I went to my doctor a couple of days ago to get a letter from him about getting my mini-sabbatical from school. I figured he'd Mariah Carey me and say I was suffering from exhaustion, which isn't a lie, but instead he wrote that I had bacterial pneumonia.

The thing that is tripping me is the god damn 12 step program(s)...you are supposed to have a program of honesty, but I am pretty sure that if I just said I needed a little break they wouldn't grant me the break...which you may say, well then maybe that is God telling you not to; but I feel that if I don't take a break I may just collapse from exhaustion or worse yet relapse out of frustration. I know this could have been a learning experience, but I feel like it is one already. I have learned about not over committing myself to things, so when I am done with the AALA show, I will not take on any new commitments. I am slightly breaking that though, by helping my friend Tim Permanent with his show for Pride, but I told him that he's got me for the next two weeks to help him out a lot, and then after that I will probably only be able to see him once a week, the show isn't that far off, so I feel like I have to put my priorities back up, sobriety, school, then work...so if I feel like I am doing too much then I may have to drop out, but I don't think I will have to put that plan to effect. We'll see...so I will live with the belief that I am not a liar since I didn't lie myself...we'll see how that works for me...lol.

Anyway, it being Saturday I wanna share a song that gets the rocker girl in me, and whenever I DJ rock n' roll I always play this rockin' song!! So here you are with Lita Ford's “Kiss Me Deadly”